I AM BORED!!! arghh ten am not in sch cos yesterday i very smartly didnt noe how to climb stairs and err sprained my ankle so now i have to limp around everywhere. den dis morning i decided not to go sch cos i have utterly no idea how im supposed to limp up and down buses to go to sch so aiya heck first larh. anddd now i have to stay at home and err sit there like a statue cos my movement is slower than an eighty year old grandfather that suckss :( and i smartly just rammed my ankle into some random thing while trying to take my laptop OUCHHHHH!! ))): stupid ankle is swelling like some duno wad now larhh yucks yucksss.. :(
9:52 AM
Saturday, August 22, 2009
i think nobody actly reads this aha. hmm but guess i will just leave it here for me to post my occasional rant heh. these few days i have been feeling rather lost. idk if wad im doing is right. isit too much? i dun really need much. sometmes all i nid is some form of confirmation that im on the right track. mayb some form of recognition or acknowledgement. many times i feel caught in the middle, not knowing which way is the way to go. feeling helpless sucks and it is overwhelming at times and it just doesnt feel good. shant dwell too much on that. lifes getting pretty boring.. its just studying studying and studying with nothing exciting at all to make my life seem even slightly interesting sighh. i kind of miss the days of the past. at least there were things like training to make things occasionally fun or sth. and the headaches just refuse to go away. i think for the past three weeks, the number of days with headaches are alr more than twice the number of days without headaches. esp this week. as of now the only day that is relatively headache-free is today. haha guess at this rate im really getting used to getting headaches. mayb when i get used to them they wont bother me as much. actly i have no stupid idea why i keep getting them its not as if i dun sleep enuff -.- stupid thing really. mayb its cos im using my brain too much haaha O back to days earlier. i got so pissed off wif a certain someone who was apparently boasting about his family's wealth. Im quite certain this certain someone wudnt find his way here but i must say he was really lucky that my fist didnt magically find its way to his face. this certain someone was telling other ppl how rich his family was, being able to finance him to any U_ university without a scholarship. this is so retarded really. if ur rich its a good thing but i guess it shud be kept to urself isnt it? going around telling ppl about it is really asking for it. there are ppl who arent as lucky (urs truly is a living example) and i guess it isnt really advisable to go arnd showing off lidat. for all the brains that he has, if he doesnt put them to good use and shoot it off just lidat i guess hes gng to get into deep trouble pretty soon. unless of course hes delibrately trying to show ppl wad a great and lucky man he is. anyway i have a new resolution! im gng to run 2.4 six times a week (: haha sounds pretty hard to pull off esp wif the hell of a knee that i have. i noe ahaha lets see how it goes (:
im damn bored i hate transition metalss ): ): stupid thing doesnt make sense and doing the tutorial is worse than writing econs essays really grr. soo in e midst of my boredom, i remembered a nice song and decided to find it whoohoo (: err cant display properly cos of my blogskin. but thats not the point just listen to the song its nice. thou its from ages ago duno why i suddenly remembered abt the song
lyrics: If I were blue would you be there for me And whisper in my ears that's okay Would you stand by me let me hold you tight And say you love me one more time
If I feel good would you slow dance with me And touch my lips with tender love and care Would you die for me would you run with me And never look back
Would you be there to love to be with me Would you swear that your love is always true Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away...
Would you be there to love to be with me Would you swear that your love is always true Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away Would you be there...
if i am away would you stil think of me and wish that you could hold me now, (hold me now) and would you die for me would you run with me all the way
Would you be there to love to be with me Would you swear that your love is always true Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away...
Would you be there to save my soul tonight Would you swear that your love is always true Would you say that you'll always be there to kiss my pain away would u be there...
Would you be there to love to be with me Would you swear that your love is always true Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away...
Would you be there to save my soul tonight Would you swear that your love is always true Would you say that you'll always be there to kiss my pain away would u be there..for me.
