yayy prelims are over. yayy boredom is setting in very quickly yayy. means i have NOTHING TO DO!! okay actually not exactly nothing to do. i decided to re-read e last book of potter today cos i think i only read it once. and for the first time when i read it i sped thru everything so that i can get to the ending so i didnt really read it properly oops. nvm second time was much better read every single word (almost) (: noww i noe why ppl like to read. nver really got it before. serves as a good hideout for escaping from everything in the real world hurh? perfect for hiding. now that i finished should go hunt for another book. to hide myself in an entirely virtual world again.

hates boredom goddamnit-.- allows my mind to wander. prelims served as a good distraction. now prelims over. cs served as a decent replacement for awhile but hours of cs doesnt sound anywhere near appealing. and i dun really intend to re-start studying anytime soon. o gawd ))):

bleaahh waiting for time to go sch for physics testt nth to do so shall give a quick post (: yst on my way home i walked into the lift. erm empty lift. so my lift there are these glass panels on the door. so when its in between two levels, u can see ur own reflection in the glass panels. and so when the lift was gng up halfway inbetween i saw this person/head behind me for that split second. at my shoulder level. and i was like holy shit wtff! budden awhile later disappear alr. omyson..
i dun want to let go. somehow just refuse to do so. but u have probly shown me tt i can fck off from ur life. why am i still holding on

math chem econs physics all suck! cant stand it i want to play soccer floorball basketball watch final destination. basically everything except prelim papers. grr irritating things only seeek to send me to sleep omyson):
things havent been going well have been coughing like some crazy shit head for the past one week-.- currently feeling extremely sleeepy so sleepy my brain cant think straight.

still am as bothered as ever. trying my best to go away, at times literally trying to tear myself away. feeling sucks but thats the best thing i guess? looking back sometimes replies just reeked of irritation and i probably should have realised that persistance isnt gng to go anywhere. mayb im no longer the one. or am i thinking too much? or not thinking enough? argh idk help

okay time for some ranting i think.. econs paper 1 was todayy. think gw came up wif a good analogy. econs is like champions league. two legs and im 3-1 down. stupidly do the eight mark qn on trade position wrongly. happy new yrr
more imptly, lessons ended. meanss nooo moree lessons! erm as a matter of fact that kind of means no more sitting in classrooms wif e teachers toking while im half listening, joking around or erm trying not to fall asleeep. of course lessons ending inevitably means that i wont be seeing my classmates anymore. not that it really matters really haha at least i dun have to see some ppl that i dun really like to seee and i dun have to hit out at them during lessons anymore heh (: