math chem econs physics all suck! cant stand it i want to play soccer floorball basketball watch final destination. basically everything except prelim papers. grr irritating things only seeek to send me to sleep omyson):
things havent been going well have been coughing like some crazy shit head for the past one week-.- currently feeling extremely sleeepy so sleepy my brain cant think straight.

still am as bothered as ever. trying my best to go away, at times literally trying to tear myself away. feeling sucks but thats the best thing i guess? looking back sometimes replies just reeked of irritation and i probably should have realised that persistance isnt gng to go anywhere. mayb im no longer the one. or am i thinking too much? or not thinking enough? argh idk help