yah yah im a cheat wadever. thanks alot man now im hurting real bad. thanks for letting me noe wad a loser i am. seriously thanks so much. so much for waiting one yr and im now a liar. so much for not eating for months when i was in rj to save up for ur present yea i did tt cos i was a liar. o yes i decided tat 420 a month was too much money and i buy u gifts cos im a liar. even this month 280 is too much minus off my 90 buck bill its still too much and im still buying u gifts cos im a liar. i refuse to buy myself a new mp3 even thou mine is dying and instead spend my money on u because im a liar. i even refuse to buy myself a new screen protector that costs TWO DOLLARS AND SPEND MY MONEY ON U BECAUSE I AM A LIAR. get the point? yes if u think i am a liar YARH FINE I AM THE BIGGEST LIAR ON EARTH I WILL LIE TO U I WILL LIE TO MY PARETNS MY FRENS MY SISTER EVERY SINGLE PERSON ON EARTH. u dun believe wad ur boyfren says or does. all it takes is for ur frens to say something and then u decide to get pissed at me. thanks so much really. thanks for letting me know time and time again wad a big fat failure i am. when breaking up comes out of ur mouth so easily, why do i still trust u wif my heart so readily. or maybe i didnt give it to you. cos im a liar

if u ever see dis. yea i noe ur disappointed again. u didnt say it but i noe. thanks for trying to keep it in and not make me feel torn and distraught again. i noe ur trying to be understanding. thanks really. i will talk to them. sure im afraid of wads gg to arise. but im more afraid of losing u. i realised that thats my biggest fear ever. i have probably forgotten how to live my life without you. and i do not wish to learn it over again.
thankyou for wad ur trying to do for me. really thank you <3