if u ever see dis. yea i noe ur disappointed again. u didnt say it but i noe. thanks for trying to keep it in and not make me feel torn and distraught again. i noe ur trying to be understanding. thanks really. i will talk to them. sure im afraid of wads gg to arise. but im more afraid of losing u. i realised that thats my biggest fear ever. i have probably forgotten how to live my life without you. and i do not wish to learn it over again.
thankyou for wad ur trying to do for me. really thank you <3