lets make a pact and break up just before we go uni. WTF. do u really like me? or are u just toying with me. just taking me as some leisure entertainment to fill up ur time between now and uni? so wad isit now? a fling huh? u want me to empty my bank accnt and give u a diamond ring. so that u can tell me tt u want to breakup when u go to university? or as u say anytime i want. so anytime is fine wif u lah. u dun give a crap at all do u? its just something else it doesnt matter when its just anytime i want. anytime is okay cos at any single point in time YOU DUN REALLY CARE.

u want things from me. diamond ring. flowers. nice dinners. i try my best to give them to you. but wad? did u really give me? its not like im a very hard guy to please. i was really happy when i got tht third month cap. and that was not even required to make me happy. all i nid sometimes is just a hug from you. a hug like u really mean it. but sometimes u make me feel like a pig trying to hug a muslim. a jew trying to hug a nazi. even that u refuse to give me. and talk about sense of security hurh? ur sense of security comes after i give u diamond rings and flowers. who is going to give me mine? who is going to tell me that this is the girl who i ought to emtpy out my bank account for? and not the one whos going to tell me to breakup just before university!? or ANYTIME for that matter. u dun even want to give me the slightest bit of indication. even the simplest i love you. u refuse to give it to me. yea u didnt lie. u never did cos u never ever told me that u loved me. theres nth for u to lie abt then.

i guess its just my wishful thinking. yea i noe its gg to be hard for us to continue on thru uni anyway. wif both of us in different parts of the world. lets just say u were just being logical then. but love isnt always logical isit? or are u even in love wif me...