im sorry blog i realise i only ever post when im feeling f-ed up. why the hell isit always my fault when things happen? i cant go for supper and hence its my fault. great job. and i didnt even ever say i could make it pls. i said i will CHECK and i did. and if the result is CANNOT den wad u want me to do? i just bloody booked out and wad im supposed to freaking argue like some mad ass the moment i step into my house for my weekend? great way of enjoying my weekend isnt it? everythings just my fault hurh? why can other ppl do normal times like dinner time (REAL DINNER TIMES AT 6 and not 8) and u only can give me wierd timings like SUPPER AT 9??? well i have to stay in so wkdays are impossiblef or me except for fridays. MONDAY TUESDAY WEDNESDAY THURSDAY SO MANY DAYS TO TAKE LESSONS U HAVE TO TAKE THEM ON FRIDAY? den its MY FAULT that u cant do normal time and its MY FAUlT AGAIN THAT UR TIMINGS ARE WIERD!? others can go on dates on saturdays from 11 plus but u want me to squeeze everything in freaking four hours from SEVEN PLUS. and the best thing is u say we dont go on proper dates and its MY FAULT THAT I DUN GIVE U PROPER DATES?! come on u dun even GIVE ME THE TIME! so u cant do the normal times, wierd times at night i cant do i ask u for wierd times in the day. and u dont want to wake up. SO ISIT MY FAULT AGAIN? everythings my fault like thanks SO MUCH.